new adventures and old flames

last night i counted all the responses that i got from my new ad on craigslist...20 different responses so far. it's been a bit overwhelming keeping everyone straight but i'm doing my best. a few of them will be email correspondences it seems and in some strange way, the "reject" ones are thickening my skin a bit. i did a photo exchange the other day and today i got an email of "no thanks, not interested"....so as much as that can be a big blow to the ego, the more i do this, the more i learn to not take things so seriously.

however, i still haven't had sex now in a few months and my already high sex-drive is increasing....i guess i could just go out there and get laid, but at this point i feel even that wouldn't satisfy my urge. my craving will not be satisfied in a one-night-stand at this point...

out of curiosity, a few days ago i emailed will and asked him if he ever thought of our emails and phone calls......and last night he responded with

"to satisfy your feline curiosity, yes i do quite often. by the way, what was it that killed that crazy cat? ;-) "

i responded with my famous

"curiosity may have killed the cat, but the satisfaction brought her back...... purrrrrrrrr"

from there, a few more playful emails were passed back and forth, and then........

"my cock feels so good in your mouth rae....i reach to touch your pussy and feel your wetness through your panties "

....next thing i know, i was on the phone with him and my fingers were deep in my pussy....

afterwards there was a bit of awkward conversation and it ended with "keep in touch"

i wish he would just give in, let go of whatever is holding him back and fuck me how i want him to......