Secrets Untold

my "sex journal"...secrets untold, now exposed at least in written form

Monday, March 13, 2006

so as i was saying

...
a few days ago i bumped into an online friend of mine and we exchanged hellos and pleasantries and i spoke on how my blog has pretty much been abandoned. i still write, but not on here.... and not about my sexual adventures but of my everyday life and feel that "phone_loving_rae" is gradually well, not disappearing, but not being so evident as she used to be.

she was a big part of my life...this blog was a big part of my life and exploring my sexual adventures. i was unattached and beyond that, letting myself dive into my desires. i really have no regrets of the men i've met and the things i've experienced but my life is in a different direction now.

i have an AMAZING boyfriend that i love and my goals now involve finishing school and moving in with him....not looking for phone sex or a quick lay.

am i getting old? maybe
is rae settling down?
looks like it
but is my sex drive gone?
no and oh hell no.....

in fact, for whoever cares, we just had sex :-)
and it was amazing
he's amazing

and i'm loved